i can't sleep right now
thinking if there is anything i have forgotten to pack for my little man, before he heads out tomorrow
yep....
my little guy is going on his 2nd summer vacation without
mommy or daddy and sister.
even thought will meet up with him in a week
it's going to feel like a lifetime apart from him.
last year when he went on his 1st big boy trip with grandma
i cried the whole way home
thinking of many more ways i could be a better mommy to him.
tomorrow i am more then sure that it will happen again after i give him a big kiss and a big hug
i won't cry in front of him because i know he will worry
but as soon as i see him wave goodbye
from far away
i will cry and remember how he means the world to me
and no matter what age he is he will always be that
silly little peanut that i love with all my heart.
