it has been such an amazing year so far...
of course trying to figure out our new schedule has been kind of a change and slowly getting adjusted to having mornings by myself now that Annita is in preschool...
the first week she went to school I was in tears the whole time
having that mommy guilt of what a horrible mom
she must think I was...
having that mommy guilt of maybe she is not ready for this...
having that mommy guilt of leaving the parking lot of her preschool because she might need me...
then that mommy guilt went all away when I saw this little girl with a huge smile in her face playing with all her classmates, then it just made myself feel guilty that I was been selfish....
soon after that feeling went away and it got replaced with lots of FREE TIME!!!
having some quality time for myself and getting re-energized has been great also so rewarding for everyone at home..
having that extra time to workout, take a walk, taking a bath, getting all ready with no interruptions,catching up on my blog reading, going to the restroom with out a little one wanting to be right there with me at all times (sorry but I'm been honest) and so much more ALL ON MY OWN, has been great.
and I can't complain but i love it.
you see I've been a stay home mom for the last 7 years and I have loved every single bit of it knowing how lucky I am that my husband could give me that gift of staying at home watching my kids grow... just another reason why I love my honey more and more each day.
xo
