their are so many amazing things in this world
but sometimes we are so busy with everything that's going on in our lives to really appreciate them and to appreciate all the beauty that surrounds us...
as i laid in bed this morning, watching my little sassy sleep away all i could see was how beautiful she is
then i thought for a minute how different things have been with her then they were for my little drake when he was her age...
i was so more patient with drake
i was more over protective with drake
i was more playful with drake
of course they say that with your first child your going to learn
and know how to balance things of whats good and not
people are going to give you advice, even try to over rule the way you raise your child
but no one can prepare you for parenthood
its a gift and a beautiful blessing you receive from god...
one of my biggest fears is to make mistakes with my babies
mistakes that i cant ever take back
mistakes that they will someday say to me
well mom you didn't do this.. or do that...
i don't want to be that mom
with everything that has happen in my life since my sweet baby girl has been born i kind of have forgotten to be more playful, to be more patient with her...
i want her to know that mommy was that kind of mommy to her
because she makes everything so much more complete in my life
and i love her for that...
XO
