YOU MIGHT HAD NOTICED THAT I HAVEN'T REALLY BLOGGED EVERYDAY THIS WEEK. LETS JUST SAY...
tHIS WEEK STARTED AS A BIG,
BIG CHALLENGING WEEK FOR ME
I AM WHAT YOU CONSIDER TO BE ONE OF THOSE MOMS
THAT HAS LEARNED TO LOVE HERSELF IN A SIZE 14
AND HAS GOTTEN USE TO THE BODY THAT APPEARS IN THE OUTSIDE BUT IN THE INSIDE, I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT I AM STILL A SIZE 6....
WELL I HAVEN'T REALLY DONE A LOT IN THE LAST FEW YEARS TO TAKE CARE OF MY IMAGE...
OF COURSE THERE IS ALWAYS EXCUSES FOR WHY NOT TO BE HEALTHY AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT THE WAY I LOOK, INSTEAD OF COMPLAINING!!!
MY WHOLE LIFE I HAD TO WORRY ABOUT LOOKING THE BEST
ABOUT SIZE NUMBERS
ABOUT MY HAIR ALWAYS LOOKIN' NICE
ABOUT MY NAILS BEEN PRETTY
(PICTURES OF HOW I LOOKED AFTER I HAD DRAKE)
WEIGHT: 125 POUNDS
I'M 5'2"


(i'M THE BLOND ONE)
"NOW THIS IS ME NOW"
(AT 7 IN THE MORNING WITH
NO MAKE-UP ON MONDAY MORNING)
WEIGHT: 190 POUNDS

(PICTURES OF HOW I LOOKED AFTER I HAD DRAKE)
WEIGHT: 125 POUNDS
I'M 5'2"


(i'M THE BLOND ONE)
"NOW THIS IS ME NOW"
(AT 7 IN THE MORNING WITH
NO MAKE-UP ON MONDAY MORNING)
WEIGHT: 190 POUNDS

"ABOUT IMAGE IN TOTAL"
WELL I DID GROW UP IN A VERY WOMANLY HOME
FROM LITTLE MY MOM TAUGHT ME TO NEVER LEAVE HOME WITH OUT
HAVING LIPSTICK ON AND MY HAIR DONE...
AS YOU HAVE READ BEFORE I HAD POSTPARTUM DEPRESSION
AFTER HAVING MY LITTLE PRINCESS ANNITA
AND THAT TOOK A BIG TURN IN MY LIFE
AND THAT TOOK A BIG TURN IN MY LIFE
I LET IT TURN MY WORLD AROUND FROM SUNSHINE TO DARKNESS
I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD HAPPEN' TO ME.. BUT IT DID.
I LEARNED FROM IT AND MOVED ON.
I AM HONESTLY GRATEFUL ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED IN
MY LIFE, DON'T REGRET ANYTHING BECAUSE IT HAS SHAPED ME TO BECOME THE WOMEN THAT I AM TODAY!!!
IN THE LAST FEW WEEKS I HAVE MADE A FEW STEPS IN MY LIFE TO
BE ABLE TO LEAVE A MORE HAPPY LIFE...
- EVERYDAY I READ A LITTLE OF "THE HAPPINESS PROJECT" by gRETCHIN RUBIN
- I HAVE GONE AROUND MY WHOLE APARTMENT AND GOTTEN RID OF ALL THOSE THINGS THAT ARE JUST NOT BEING USED ANYMORE.... JUNK!!!
- I TRY TO CLEAN EVERYDAY SO I DON'T ACCUMULATE MORE AND MORE STUFF TO CLEAN AT THE END OF THE WEEK!!!
- I GET READY EVERYDAY AND I HAVE LITERALLY GOTTEN RID OF ALL MY SWEAT CLOTHES... THAT I USE TO WEAR ALL DAY LONG!!!
- I GET READY EVERYDAY EVEN IF I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE...
- I HAVE BEEN GOING TO BED EARLY TO GET AT LEAST 7-8 HOURS OF SLEEP EACH NIGHT
AND THIS WEEK WELL
I STARTED A DETOX PROGRAM
WENT TO COSTCO AND GOT LOTS OF LOTS OF FRUIT, VEGGIES AND WATER
I LOVE MYSELF BUT I KNOW THAT I WILL LOVE MYSELF MORE
WHEN I LOOK THE WAY I FEEL INSIDE. THE WAY I WANT TO BE!!!
MOST IMPORTANTLY SO MY KIDS COULD ALSO LEARN TO BE MORE HEALTHY.
SO WISH ME GOOD LUCK THIS WAS BARELY MY FIRST WEEK WITH
NO SUGARS, DAIRY OR BREAD THE FIRST 3 DAYS WERE HARD
BUT I KNOW IT WILL GET EASIER!!!
I CAN SAY NO TO FAT FOOD..LOL..FUNNY RIGHT
WHY DO WE HAVE TO DEPEND ON FOOD SO MUCH???
WELL THIS WAS A LITTLE SUMMARY OF MY WHOLE WEEK AND I WILL UPDATE YOU EVERY WEEK OF HOW I AM DOING!!!
~I DO BELIEVE THIS~
FEELING BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUTSIDE IS VERY IMPORTANT
AND WITHOUT IT I BELIEVE YOU CAN'T SINCERELY BE HAPPY!!!

